i am freaking busy nowadays coz i gotta do FYP,work like mad and also pursue my interest at the same time. life is really short~! don't the even have time for beauty sleep nowadays and the saddest thing ever is that its my holidays and i feel more drained than ever.TML IS ROU ROU's birthday! i am super excited! will upload whatever photos i can take tml! thus i am gonna steal jere's EX camera and have fun with it.
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i did hair and make up for jere's friend. they were going for D &D and woah i am a total genius! super good hands lei! i made her real pretty wor!i will upload my masterpiece when he uploads the damn photos.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
the ups and downs of life!
this blog seems to be full of my agonies and complains,if it had a voice, i guess it will probably be saying "shut the fuck up! how many more things do you wanna complain??!!sickening...!!" oh well,sorry diary,its your job.
great...now i am creating an illusion of me having conversation with website,i really am creative hur?
alright happy things to start.
the full timers are getting back their rightful pay which happens to be the same amount before recession but the sad news is that there is this MVC thing which takes away a percentage of those who are paid more than 2000.it doesn't really affect the ones i cared more about,so i don't care.
i think my boy has his right to a higher position or a higher pay now,since they are making him do almost everything the captain or supervisor is supposed to do.how would you feel if you had to take the same responsibilities as your captain or supervisor and be underpaid? it sucks,that's what it is.and veran is an awful bastard! he pretends not to see how hard people are working,he prefers to see it as "its your job".i say that he has absolutely the tiniest brain of all the GMs in Singapore,Malaysia and some say Batam.that's exactly how stupid and retarded he is. AND i don't give a damn if he see this.its my own damn free will to comment about the size of his pea brain.and i don't care if you sabo me,it will be nice for him to know the truth.there! i feel good!HA!
work aside! my life is turning out to be pretty good you know! my fyp are cooperating with me,and i finally had attendance for my FYP.and i no longer that lost anymore,although everything is gonna be due soon,i feel pretty good.i can handle the tides now.
i have got some new gadgets in hand and they ARE ALL FREE! i've told some people what it is or basically who it is from when they finally find out the new thing.won't spread the news like fire since i don't want some assholes to find out.so if i don't find you an asshole,i will tell you.LOL
i have gotten a new Topshop dress,FREE AGAIN,given by my extravagant bf.its expensive and gorgeous!its a really body hugging toga dress,i took a photo of it and trust me,what you see is not what it really is,it makes a huge difference when you wear it.and i have got a huge range of eyeshadow,not really huge but the colors i will wear.its from EBAY and pretty good,but i prefer the cream eyeshadow instead of the powdery ones,coz you get the color real quick and i don't do multiple applications to get the right color. alright the good thing about powdery eye shadows is that you can do shades of it very easily but time consuming,and the good thing about cream base is that you get the color you see but harder to get the shades if you do not have sufficient expertise.probably be aiming for the MAC ones after this is done,the more expensive ones are always better.And talking about make up,do you guys actually know that in US,make up is considered expensive in our country? like MAC stuff,an eyeshadow can cost you 25 to 60 dollars,while in US its less than 16 bucks and its considered expensive???!!! i was like "WHAT?!". living in singapore is just that hard.....the nice clothes are always from euro and US.currency converts and BOOM, there goes your pocket! is that even a singapore brand of clothes which are really good??? Coz i think there isn't one at all.it just sucks living in a country with nothing originating.no one is a big shot in cosmetics and fashion,there is no Singapore's Topshop or M.A.C.and don't tell me its Bugis village and silkygirl,coz i never bought any of the stuff there and i had seen them,and they are definitely nothing compared to the ones i like.good stuff always come with a price hur?
like pur minerals,the make up range were extremely nice.its good for the skin,great for the environment,and against animal testing.and the worst part was that its not available in singapore.....hell...am i supposed to go to canada just for make up??? HELL NO!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xMnqgbDhLu4
here is the sad demonstration,its sad since i can't get it.
alright i am tired of whining.i gotta go study for the test tml.HAI!!!!pictures next time alright? i'm so tired!
great...now i am creating an illusion of me having conversation with website,i really am creative hur?
alright happy things to start.
the full timers are getting back their rightful pay which happens to be the same amount before recession but the sad news is that there is this MVC thing which takes away a percentage of those who are paid more than 2000.it doesn't really affect the ones i cared more about,so i don't care.
i think my boy has his right to a higher position or a higher pay now,since they are making him do almost everything the captain or supervisor is supposed to do.how would you feel if you had to take the same responsibilities as your captain or supervisor and be underpaid? it sucks,that's what it is.and veran is an awful bastard! he pretends not to see how hard people are working,he prefers to see it as "its your job".i say that he has absolutely the tiniest brain of all the GMs in Singapore,Malaysia and some say Batam.that's exactly how stupid and retarded he is. AND i don't give a damn if he see this.its my own damn free will to comment about the size of his pea brain.and i don't care if you sabo me,it will be nice for him to know the truth.there! i feel good!HA!
work aside! my life is turning out to be pretty good you know! my fyp are cooperating with me,and i finally had attendance for my FYP.and i no longer that lost anymore,although everything is gonna be due soon,i feel pretty good.i can handle the tides now.
i have got some new gadgets in hand and they ARE ALL FREE! i've told some people what it is or basically who it is from when they finally find out the new thing.won't spread the news like fire since i don't want some assholes to find out.so if i don't find you an asshole,i will tell you.LOL
i have gotten a new Topshop dress,FREE AGAIN,given by my extravagant bf.its expensive and gorgeous!its a really body hugging toga dress,i took a photo of it and trust me,what you see is not what it really is,it makes a huge difference when you wear it.and i have got a huge range of eyeshadow,not really huge but the colors i will wear.its from EBAY and pretty good,but i prefer the cream eyeshadow instead of the powdery ones,coz you get the color real quick and i don't do multiple applications to get the right color. alright the good thing about powdery eye shadows is that you can do shades of it very easily but time consuming,and the good thing about cream base is that you get the color you see but harder to get the shades if you do not have sufficient expertise.probably be aiming for the MAC ones after this is done,the more expensive ones are always better.And talking about make up,do you guys actually know that in US,make up is considered expensive in our country? like MAC stuff,an eyeshadow can cost you 25 to 60 dollars,while in US its less than 16 bucks and its considered expensive???!!! i was like "WHAT?!". living in singapore is just that hard.....the nice clothes are always from euro and US.currency converts and BOOM, there goes your pocket! is that even a singapore brand of clothes which are really good??? Coz i think there isn't one at all.it just sucks living in a country with nothing originating.no one is a big shot in cosmetics and fashion,there is no Singapore's Topshop or M.A.C.and don't tell me its Bugis village and silkygirl,coz i never bought any of the stuff there and i had seen them,and they are definitely nothing compared to the ones i like.good stuff always come with a price hur?
like pur minerals,the make up range were extremely nice.its good for the skin,great for the environment,and against animal testing.and the worst part was that its not available in singapore.....hell...am i supposed to go to canada just for make up??? HELL NO!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xMnqgbDhLu4
here is the sad demonstration,its sad since i can't get it.
alright i am tired of whining.i gotta go study for the test tml.HAI!!!!pictures next time alright? i'm so tired!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
like a slap in the face
i feel like i have been treated like shit.is it my imagination? i guess i should have listened to jeremey.call me dumb,coz i think i am now.i feel weakened.and your reaction is like a tight slap in the face,so is your answer.i guess i should had just gone school.i know what i should do now,i really do.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
love?life?family?and money?
条件真的比感觉重要吗?
谈恋爱如果只剩下条件, 那不是很悲惨吗 ?
条件能让你快乐吗?
还是条件能让你幸福?
当你靠近一个人, 那种心跳加速害羞的感觉, 你还有吗?
我有.
this is from the show i keep chasing.i love it.i truly think that this is probably whats happening to a lot of people out there. sometimes love and affection is really enough.all that 5Cs issue that just be thrown away.i am applying this to all the good guys(internally),and of course my one and only boyfriend.so if you think that money and the advantages you will gain is all that defines a fantastic relationship,think again.just how much is true?i am from a poor family,and my dad not only is he penniless,he is also childish and definitely stupid.BUT,i still have hopes,that not all poor guys are not worth investing,there are guys out there who are more worthy than anything in this world,and i meant the love and true happiness you will receive now and more to come.of course! don't think that all poor guys are good,you might be blinded by love(ya,i know 1),you need to ask yourself again and again,is he really the one for you?if not,just don't waste your time.if you haven't found one,=),good luck to you!i hope that you will find him/her soon!
谈恋爱如果只剩下条件, 那不是很悲惨吗 ?
条件能让你快乐吗?
还是条件能让你幸福?
当你靠近一个人, 那种心跳加速害羞的感觉, 你还有吗?
我有.
this is from the show i keep chasing.i love it.i truly think that this is probably whats happening to a lot of people out there. sometimes love and affection is really enough.all that 5Cs issue that just be thrown away.i am applying this to all the good guys(internally),and of course my one and only boyfriend.so if you think that money and the advantages you will gain is all that defines a fantastic relationship,think again.just how much is true?i am from a poor family,and my dad not only is he penniless,he is also childish and definitely stupid.BUT,i still have hopes,that not all poor guys are not worth investing,there are guys out there who are more worthy than anything in this world,and i meant the love and true happiness you will receive now and more to come.of course! don't think that all poor guys are good,you might be blinded by love(ya,i know 1),you need to ask yourself again and again,is he really the one for you?if not,just don't waste your time.if you haven't found one,=),good luck to you!i hope that you will find him/her soon!
Monday, April 20, 2009
swears
send an email insisting that i will take the five modules and sent an email to project faci saying that i will not be tolerant to nonsense.promised myself to be god-like.and promised myself that i will make myself feel better. I FUCKING DESERVES BETTER TREATMENT! so BOW DOWN to me,you pricklings!
RrRrRoOoOoOoAaAaARrRrR!
i swear that i will step on you if you get in my way!
last day of my "holiday"
haiz.... i'm so sad....its my last day of holiday...and my sch starts like in a few hours time...i'm so stressed up that i can't even fall asleep.its all that damn project....got me cornered up and whacked till blue black...haiz......low lei....five different classes in two blocks.think i will go into the wrong class someday soon...once this whole sch year thing is over,i am gonna be crying and laughing madly in joy!!!!!!!! if only this day comes soon. AND HOPEFULLY,i will be able to stop whining and whining about how sch just sucks. i will be having a serious talk with module chair tml,hopefully she can do some help in my matter.
AND AWAY WITH SCHOOL SHIT.
let me scold my manager in this space!!!! MR ARJUNAN! action speak more than your god damn words.work it! and stop pin pointing other people.
let me tell you guys about the story again.(lol)
i was working in trophy room today with daniel and it was bloody full with 15 tables all watching the F1 match.PLUS!!! they sat down almost together in lightning speed.so i guess you understood how extremely busy we were serving the guests.i was keying my drinks when suddenly the MAN-WHORE came to me and said" why the mussels bowl never clear?you know full already?".i was like WTF....i am serving some guests who were have clearly waited damn long for someone to get them drinks,and that man-whore cares about a bowl full of mussel shells? i was fed up so i just shout "busy right?!"and ignored his bloody face.after that,i think he was quite pissed.he kept asking daniel to do and that,make daniel pissed too and so he said to me" wa lao,keep asking people to do this and that while he just happily walk around point here and there,never help also."(something like that).i totally agree.
i guess he knew that i was pissed with him,coz he never ask me to do anything after that.managers like garfield,yvonne and Reb will always help out and talk about it later.come on la! serve the drinks to guest first lo.clearing can always do later de ma?!!!its not like they are gonna leave immediately,its only the start of the race!
ok fine leave the scolding now.funny things ok?
one of my tables had a cake in "cold room" (which is a large freezer BTW)
and they wanted it to be brought out after the race.i heard it was so damn huge,they had to leave it in the cold room where more space is available. AND it really was gigantic and HEAVY! three siao zar bos went to prepare the cake(put in candles) and they did their phototakings and all the funny funny things SZBs would do.(like go ki siao over the cake shape).i was so damn curious so i went in too lo! LOL...and i am also another SZB( siao zar bo,crazy girl),the cake was in a shape of an F1 car and it had that petronas sign with a BMW sticker at the front of the car.it was really big,white and very interesting! i will try to get pictures from the rest of the SZBs and upload it soon.show you the fun.
since its so damn big, they only wanted to eat a small portion of it,so we brought it in to the kitchen to cut(me and yeeting). AND we attracted alot of attention from the rest of the restaurant,so pai seh!
the kitchen chefs and other people working in the kitchen plus servers were like constantly taking pictures of it.it was a really funny sight,its like the F1 cake just hold a reporters meeting and everyone went cheek-kit ckeek-kit.lol... the tyres were of course hard chocolate.how to cut? can! kitchen chefs will teach you the ultimate shaolin hand chop and the throw-it-hard-on-the-tray stunt which always work for chocolate that thick and big in size.in no time the cakes were sliced in the most decent way and the choc tyres were split up in the most funny ways.i was really laughing hard at the way they distribute the cake...too bad i didn't have it recorded.
skip the cake now,since they didn't give us any tips for all the hard work contributed.-_-( daniel says he will smash their cake if they dare come twice)lol
anyway almost all of the part timers stayed for dinner. the people i had take note of was daniel,yeeting,trudy,kai xuan and clive.JJ brought his "maybe" girlfriend and anderson brought his "friend" who really just looked like a really old hag.
we felt so strange that we decided to lock ourselves in our own world.we were happily talking when suddenly we realize that weilin is drunk........and she only drank like 400 ml>beer.....lol...she really was drunk.and we imitated her saying i chinese" going to rain lieo,can go home liao...haHAHhahaha" all of us were stunned for a while,and we started laughing and imitating her.then she was swaying and saying she felt dizzy(like duh,you were SWAYING)and she was slurring the next moment.STUNNED!!!lol....what a lousy drinker she was. and everyone was really holding 3 months pregnant stomach and ready to go home except for Trudy who vomit twice and once in taxi plus like continuous when she reached her front door.i wished my stress syndromes are like that,maybe i will be thinner like her situation,but i hate vomiting, any other choice??
AND AWAY WITH SCHOOL SHIT.
let me scold my manager in this space!!!! MR ARJUNAN! action speak more than your god damn words.work it! and stop pin pointing other people.
let me tell you guys about the story again.(lol)
i was working in trophy room today with daniel and it was bloody full with 15 tables all watching the F1 match.PLUS!!! they sat down almost together in lightning speed.so i guess you understood how extremely busy we were serving the guests.i was keying my drinks when suddenly the MAN-WHORE came to me and said" why the mussels bowl never clear?you know full already?".i was like WTF....i am serving some guests who were have clearly waited damn long for someone to get them drinks,and that man-whore cares about a bowl full of mussel shells? i was fed up so i just shout "busy right?!"and ignored his bloody face.after that,i think he was quite pissed.he kept asking daniel to do and that,make daniel pissed too and so he said to me" wa lao,keep asking people to do this and that while he just happily walk around point here and there,never help also."(something like that).i totally agree.
i guess he knew that i was pissed with him,coz he never ask me to do anything after that.managers like garfield,yvonne and Reb will always help out and talk about it later.come on la! serve the drinks to guest first lo.clearing can always do later de ma?!!!its not like they are gonna leave immediately,its only the start of the race!
ok fine leave the scolding now.funny things ok?
one of my tables had a cake in "cold room" (which is a large freezer BTW)
and they wanted it to be brought out after the race.i heard it was so damn huge,they had to leave it in the cold room where more space is available. AND it really was gigantic and HEAVY! three siao zar bos went to prepare the cake(put in candles) and they did their phototakings and all the funny funny things SZBs would do.(like go ki siao over the cake shape).i was so damn curious so i went in too lo! LOL...and i am also another SZB( siao zar bo,crazy girl),the cake was in a shape of an F1 car and it had that petronas sign with a BMW sticker at the front of the car.it was really big,white and very interesting! i will try to get pictures from the rest of the SZBs and upload it soon.show you the fun.
since its so damn big, they only wanted to eat a small portion of it,so we brought it in to the kitchen to cut(me and yeeting). AND we attracted alot of attention from the rest of the restaurant,so pai seh!
the kitchen chefs and other people working in the kitchen plus servers were like constantly taking pictures of it.it was a really funny sight,its like the F1 cake just hold a reporters meeting and everyone went cheek-kit ckeek-kit.lol... the tyres were of course hard chocolate.how to cut? can! kitchen chefs will teach you the ultimate shaolin hand chop and the throw-it-hard-on-the-tray stunt which always work for chocolate that thick and big in size.in no time the cakes were sliced in the most decent way and the choc tyres were split up in the most funny ways.i was really laughing hard at the way they distribute the cake...too bad i didn't have it recorded.
skip the cake now,since they didn't give us any tips for all the hard work contributed.-_-( daniel says he will smash their cake if they dare come twice)lol
anyway almost all of the part timers stayed for dinner. the people i had take note of was daniel,yeeting,trudy,kai xuan and clive.JJ brought his "maybe" girlfriend and anderson brought his "friend" who really just looked like a really old hag.
we felt so strange that we decided to lock ourselves in our own world.we were happily talking when suddenly we realize that weilin is drunk........and she only drank like 400 ml>beer.....lol...she really was drunk.and we imitated her saying i chinese" going to rain lieo,can go home liao...haHAHhahaha" all of us were stunned for a while,and we started laughing and imitating her.then she was swaying and saying she felt dizzy(like duh,you were SWAYING)and she was slurring the next moment.STUNNED!!!lol....what a lousy drinker she was. and everyone was really holding 3 months pregnant stomach and ready to go home except for Trudy who vomit twice and once in taxi plus like continuous when she reached her front door.i wished my stress syndromes are like that,maybe i will be thinner like her situation,but i hate vomiting, any other choice??
Sunday, April 5, 2009
am gonna complain as usual
i just hate my FYP team. i hate them more than anything else.IF there is absolutely any way that i could SIAM them i would do anything possible to reach that goal.not only the team BUT ALSO they project supervisor of this project. she sucks man! she knows nothing at all, and she don't bother to anyway. she just thinks that the lesser you go and bother her,the better a student you are. what an ass.
worst part is that its my mum birthday tml and i have nothing that i can give to her.my two good friend's birthday i also never give anything. i really do feel shitty........about myself.like how the hell did i end up to be so DAMN poor?
lets just forget about the poor thing for a while. but what have i done so badly to those bitchy FYP team mates that they simply pretend that i never existed even when i am right in front of them? what's with my luck with ties and money?
AND!
we have been like quarreling non stop these few days?so whats with me that people have a huge problem in? so what the hell is wrong? why do all things just fall at me all at once?! WHY?! what have i done so wrong to deserve all this?you know what? i might be getting depression soon.now i feel like i could just die off so that i can haunt all those assholes who have been ULTIMATE FUCKERS.
worst part is that its my mum birthday tml and i have nothing that i can give to her.my two good friend's birthday i also never give anything. i really do feel shitty........about myself.like how the hell did i end up to be so DAMN poor?
lets just forget about the poor thing for a while. but what have i done so badly to those bitchy FYP team mates that they simply pretend that i never existed even when i am right in front of them? what's with my luck with ties and money?
AND!
we have been like quarreling non stop these few days?so whats with me that people have a huge problem in? so what the hell is wrong? why do all things just fall at me all at once?! WHY?! what have i done so wrong to deserve all this?you know what? i might be getting depression soon.now i feel like i could just die off so that i can haunt all those assholes who have been ULTIMATE FUCKERS.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
feeling tired
i am so tired of everything........i just wanna disappear.i feel like an entertainer.......when i don't even wanna be one.seriously can anyone understand how life is hard on me? can anyone just go easy on me once in a while?its not like i am some kind of king kong....i can't stand,support and do everything.be nice to me.THANKS!!!!!give me a break...
Saturday, February 7, 2009
renuion day....
met up with the sisters(shan,ling,ah yuh and ms) and also jason,yunxian,kang wei,joseph and jonathan.
shan and me went to grab a table for the 10 of us first.but it turs out that TIMBRE have only walk ins for THE BAR.what the hell is wrong with them?it was fully booked!!!!so we sat at the bar to wait for some idiots to cancel their reservations.THEN they suddenly shift us to a "bigger" table,saying that they can't give us the full 11 pax table if they don't get to see them(the rest were "on their way")
so no choice it was high chairs all the while.me and shan were definitely not enjoying ourselves waiting for them.we just wished that they will have a change of venue or the shy would start pouring so that they will have to pay for the food and drinks that were on our non-sheltered table.damn off place,who would ever find it good,seriously???
then came the team who said that they will come early with us.min shi's team.she herself said that she will reach at 5.45 at city hall.well she reach timbre around 7.30.and the reason is so damn sucky that it sends me boiling mad.her dota in some lan shop ends at 5.30.FANTASTIC planning! what is this people?meant what you said ok,or else don't even say such things again.if you go to some lan shop you are supposed to know what time it ends so why put it at 5.30 when you know you need to be at city hall at 5.45?and you guys still needed to go back early.what theory is that?
the birthday boy had to come as soon as he can,like how pathetic is that? he is supposed to be the main role,so he could come late,but he rushed his way down.
for the rest of the night,everything went really well.ah yuh kept talking coz he was semi drunk and we took tons of pictures,some were nice but some were just REAL UGLY.all of which is with joseph,ah yuh and shan.will upload when i get them.
the total bill was 240 plus if i didn't get it wrong.ha..and bday boy paid a hundred,coz joseph said its the elder's tradition or something.each of us had to pay 15 dollars only.like real cheap!we didn't get to hear the band coz they came at 10 and we left at 10 for supposingly a movie( ms's gang went home)but the cinemas were pretty much booked till late so we moved on to minds cafe coz kang wei was hungry,we tried waiting for this stupid couple's car to come out,but they just ignore our presence and watched newspaper in the car.we kept staring at them hoping that it works,but they didn't give a damn,they even seemed to enjoy the bloody attention.
my sms came in to go home,so no choice,though unwilling to leave i still had to.so i told them to drop me at some mrt station so that i can go home.but they were nice and said that they will have their supper in woodlands and dropped ah yuh in bugis.while the rest of us went back woodlands.
i had a quarrel with him,and i am really disappointed plus many other emotions which i do not want to and do not know how to explain.i just feel tired.i don't understand,and i try to,but you didn't give me the chance.i thought that i had said to you that communication was important in the relationship,that i needed it terribly,that it was crucial.i hated to be hanging in mid air,to not know if i am gonna dropped down or dragged up.the tension is there,the worry is there.why would you want to get me all worried and scared?why?is trying to solve a problem that hard for you?what do you want from me?
shan and me went to grab a table for the 10 of us first.but it turs out that TIMBRE have only walk ins for THE BAR.what the hell is wrong with them?it was fully booked!!!!so we sat at the bar to wait for some idiots to cancel their reservations.THEN they suddenly shift us to a "bigger" table,saying that they can't give us the full 11 pax table if they don't get to see them(the rest were "on their way")
so no choice it was high chairs all the while.me and shan were definitely not enjoying ourselves waiting for them.we just wished that they will have a change of venue or the shy would start pouring so that they will have to pay for the food and drinks that were on our non-sheltered table.damn off place,who would ever find it good,seriously???
then came the team who said that they will come early with us.min shi's team.she herself said that she will reach at 5.45 at city hall.well she reach timbre around 7.30.and the reason is so damn sucky that it sends me boiling mad.her dota in some lan shop ends at 5.30.FANTASTIC planning! what is this people?meant what you said ok,or else don't even say such things again.if you go to some lan shop you are supposed to know what time it ends so why put it at 5.30 when you know you need to be at city hall at 5.45?and you guys still needed to go back early.what theory is that?
the birthday boy had to come as soon as he can,like how pathetic is that? he is supposed to be the main role,so he could come late,but he rushed his way down.
for the rest of the night,everything went really well.ah yuh kept talking coz he was semi drunk and we took tons of pictures,some were nice but some were just REAL UGLY.all of which is with joseph,ah yuh and shan.will upload when i get them.
the total bill was 240 plus if i didn't get it wrong.ha..and bday boy paid a hundred,coz joseph said its the elder's tradition or something.each of us had to pay 15 dollars only.like real cheap!we didn't get to hear the band coz they came at 10 and we left at 10 for supposingly a movie( ms's gang went home)but the cinemas were pretty much booked till late so we moved on to minds cafe coz kang wei was hungry,we tried waiting for this stupid couple's car to come out,but they just ignore our presence and watched newspaper in the car.we kept staring at them hoping that it works,but they didn't give a damn,they even seemed to enjoy the bloody attention.
my sms came in to go home,so no choice,though unwilling to leave i still had to.so i told them to drop me at some mrt station so that i can go home.but they were nice and said that they will have their supper in woodlands and dropped ah yuh in bugis.while the rest of us went back woodlands.
i had a quarrel with him,and i am really disappointed plus many other emotions which i do not want to and do not know how to explain.i just feel tired.i don't understand,and i try to,but you didn't give me the chance.i thought that i had said to you that communication was important in the relationship,that i needed it terribly,that it was crucial.i hated to be hanging in mid air,to not know if i am gonna dropped down or dragged up.the tension is there,the worry is there.why would you want to get me all worried and scared?why?is trying to solve a problem that hard for you?what do you want from me?
Thursday, January 29, 2009
madness
i am gonna wait till my ulcerS and sore throat heal,and i will start singing and recording it down,plus put it on youtube.LOL.
i know its insane,fater all i am not that good in it at all,and my voice isn't that interesting.
BUT
who cares???!!!
i am just gonna have fun and feel shiok when i read good comments,and spam the bad ones.LOL
and i will have shan shan in my production.the show begins!
i know its insane,fater all i am not that good in it at all,and my voice isn't that interesting.
BUT
who cares???!!!
i am just gonna have fun and feel shiok when i read good comments,and spam the bad ones.LOL
and i will have shan shan in my production.the show begins!
Friday, January 23, 2009
no presents?
how can i not have presents on my birthday???!!! that's ridiculous! i will probably murder my buddies for being so cruel to me.lol
sisters made for me a hilarious AND some quite ugly part video,featuring alot of US..hahaha.and they were singing.like WOW~!
bastards like jeremey law stay at home to care for his girlfriend,saying she was sick and play fish wrangler while i was playing outside.shit him!
and zhu zhu!
he spent a fortune on me.sha gua,he did last min shopping because i manmark him and he had no chance to buy in my presence,he nearly went insane..can't let you guys see the video,coz i acn't upload it,its too PERSONAL,coz they change the song into "my song".specially changed lyrics,which i don't wanna share.
shall upload what zhu zhu bought for me.=)
sisters made for me a hilarious AND some quite ugly part video,featuring alot of US..hahaha.and they were singing.like WOW~!
bastards like jeremey law stay at home to care for his girlfriend,saying she was sick and play fish wrangler while i was playing outside.shit him!
and zhu zhu!
he spent a fortune on me.sha gua,he did last min shopping because i manmark him and he had no chance to buy in my presence,he nearly went insane..can't let you guys see the video,coz i acn't upload it,its too PERSONAL,coz they change the song into "my song".specially changed lyrics,which i don't wanna share.
shall upload what zhu zhu bought for me.=)
Thursday, January 22, 2009
sims3!!!!!!!!!!!!
i solemnly swear i will try my ultimate best to buy sims 3 when its out!!! i LOVE it! it sounds really cool!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
zhu zhu's nightmare
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!
sorry i gotta blog this.its extremely hilarious.i know i am bad that i do this,but i cant help it.
my zhu zhu just wake up from a huge nightmare.
he dreamt that he saw me having threesome ( a guy with two girls)
he can't remember who the guy and the girl was,but he remembered seeing jeremey law,and two other guy friends of his( felix and keith)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
he saw many people but only remember the four of them.he dunno who is the guy.and he wake up crying coz he cannot take it.LOL....sorry that was really funny.
me having a threesome??? come on la,not in a billion zillion years.he damn cute,he scare me too.was playing my com when i heard him cry...lol...funny pig.
sorry i gotta blog this.its extremely hilarious.i know i am bad that i do this,but i cant help it.
my zhu zhu just wake up from a huge nightmare.
he dreamt that he saw me having threesome ( a guy with two girls)
he can't remember who the guy and the girl was,but he remembered seeing jeremey law,and two other guy friends of his( felix and keith)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
he saw many people but only remember the four of them.he dunno who is the guy.and he wake up crying coz he cannot take it.LOL....sorry that was really funny.
me having a threesome??? come on la,not in a billion zillion years.he damn cute,he scare me too.was playing my com when i heard him cry...lol...funny pig.
suki sushi-- the worst buffet restaurant
YES,they are! like all you people out there,i think of this place as a extremely-worth-the-money place.BUT BUT BUT BUT
after today,my opinions totally change! Zhu and me went today,because the both of us were having sushi cravings and we thought that suki sushi would be a great place. the sashimi was not as fresh as it used to be and the sushi rice had no difference to sakae's(they used to be so much better).i was really disappointed,i didn't feel like eating any of the sushi or sashimi anymore,so i was eating cream puffs and thought of getting some FRUITS.
HERE IS THE THING I GOTTA SPREAD.
have you guys eaten ROTTEN FRUITS??? coz i just had a bite this noon.its sourish and it has a rotting stench that makes you wanna throw those sushi plates at the supervisor's or manager's face who thinks i am telling lies.she gives this shit face and says that she will CHECK for me.so she brings it to the kitchen and changed a better and fresher looking plate over.
BUT BUT BUT
there is no difference,they smell the same,and i thought it was my nose doing dejavu,i plucked up courage and took a bite,NB....my hands are itching to throw those same plates le lo.WTH??!!!whats the point of changing when its ALL THE SAME ROTTEN THING???
NO APOLOGY!
NO BETTER FRUITS!!!
AND NO SERVICE RECOVERY!!!!!
this ends my post.
I HATE SUKI SUSHI! WORST OF A KIND!!
after today,my opinions totally change! Zhu and me went today,because the both of us were having sushi cravings and we thought that suki sushi would be a great place. the sashimi was not as fresh as it used to be and the sushi rice had no difference to sakae's(they used to be so much better).i was really disappointed,i didn't feel like eating any of the sushi or sashimi anymore,so i was eating cream puffs and thought of getting some FRUITS.
HERE IS THE THING I GOTTA SPREAD.
have you guys eaten ROTTEN FRUITS??? coz i just had a bite this noon.its sourish and it has a rotting stench that makes you wanna throw those sushi plates at the supervisor's or manager's face who thinks i am telling lies.she gives this shit face and says that she will CHECK for me.so she brings it to the kitchen and changed a better and fresher looking plate over.
BUT BUT BUT
there is no difference,they smell the same,and i thought it was my nose doing dejavu,i plucked up courage and took a bite,NB....my hands are itching to throw those same plates le lo.WTH??!!!whats the point of changing when its ALL THE SAME ROTTEN THING???
NO APOLOGY!
NO BETTER FRUITS!!!
AND NO SERVICE RECOVERY!!!!!
this ends my post.
I HATE SUKI SUSHI! WORST OF A KIND!!
Monday, January 5, 2009
last episode of nonya!
oh god! did you guys see how yuzhu nearly put the damn disgusting roach into her mouth???!!! i was screaming and yelping NNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOO! in the back of mind,i was having images of skinning,slicing,frying,chopping robert zhang alive.
watching him yelp like girl in pain( all of which were my imagination)
and i SO enjoyed the part which tian bao pointed a gun at robert zhang.It was oohhh so SHIOK AH!.i enjoyed every minute of it. AND THEN.......charlie died~~~~~~~~~
wahahahaha! I LOVE THIS EPISODE.one shot to the head,say bye bye!next on the row,the biggest asshole ever, robert zhang~! WAH THAT FEELING! @#$!%$@^!
HAHA! i am getting happier with the ending now le.LOL!
BUT still so sad for yu zhu.she was a total goner...
i am gonna upload my recent pictures and everything when i have a clearer mind,since i am recalling the way they both die tragically....LOL.
watching him yelp like girl in pain( all of which were my imagination)
and i SO enjoyed the part which tian bao pointed a gun at robert zhang.It was oohhh so SHIOK AH!.i enjoyed every minute of it. AND THEN.......charlie died~~~~~~~~~
wahahahaha! I LOVE THIS EPISODE.one shot to the head,say bye bye!next on the row,the biggest asshole ever, robert zhang~! WAH THAT FEELING! @#$!%$@^!
HAHA! i am getting happier with the ending now le.LOL!
BUT still so sad for yu zhu.she was a total goner...
i am gonna upload my recent pictures and everything when i have a clearer mind,since i am recalling the way they both die tragically....LOL.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
posting.like finally!
someone told me to stop rotting, so i decided that i should do something to this space since its free and i can better express myself in wordsssss.(i guess so)
i haven't really been busy,just....slacking,rotting and thinking my time away.
thousands of thoughts and problems have run through my mind these days. just no definite solutions and i really do feel tired to work anything out.
i seem to be running again......which is why i am dreaming all day,hoping that i would be able to pull myself together and knock some sense to my empty brain.I just hoped that i would be able to make a difference or perhaps do something changing so things will get better.which will also lead to me being happier and not worry so much.i think i will get white hairs and wrinkles like damn soon.all my dreams seems to be nightmares,all my thoughts seemed to be useless and bull.I just need to clear my mind and perhaps be more alert to the more important things around me.I think i do know what to do,but don't have the courage to do so.
so sorry to give a disgusting post here,i feel bored reading it myself too,i will put up something about countdown day and Christmas when i get my hands on the pictures and also a good mood to start.
AU REVOIR =)
i haven't really been busy,just....slacking,rotting and thinking my time away.
thousands of thoughts and problems have run through my mind these days. just no definite solutions and i really do feel tired to work anything out.
i seem to be running again......which is why i am dreaming all day,hoping that i would be able to pull myself together and knock some sense to my empty brain.I just hoped that i would be able to make a difference or perhaps do something changing so things will get better.which will also lead to me being happier and not worry so much.i think i will get white hairs and wrinkles like damn soon.all my dreams seems to be nightmares,all my thoughts seemed to be useless and bull.I just need to clear my mind and perhaps be more alert to the more important things around me.I think i do know what to do,but don't have the courage to do so.
so sorry to give a disgusting post here,i feel bored reading it myself too,i will put up something about countdown day and Christmas when i get my hands on the pictures and also a good mood to start.
AU REVOIR =)
Sunday, November 30, 2008
new target!!!
hahaha!!I am not talking about a guy target,I wanna get to play a new sport.there is this new thing called the suave board!!and it looks damn interesting,don't get me wrong,I am still in love with blading!And forever will be.i thought of buying a new pair of skates, but they were too expensive and I really can't afford it with the current situation I am in.hehehe...so I just need to work harder for it.but I will get my hands on that suave board first!! It's lesser than a hundred so I guess it's really affordable and pretty worth it.it looks like any other skateboard but it works in a very different way,you gotta really twist your waist to get it moving, unlike the usual push you have to give to your skateboard, this is better! Coz I can lose more fats compared to the skateboard(that's the crucial function, considering how much fats I have gained-_-) well for more details you can go check up their website and join in playing!!!!LOL
www.streetwave.sg
www.streetwave.sg
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