sentosa outing pictures!

gun-do

who lives in the pineapple under the sea? SPONGE-BOB-SQUARE-PANTS.
who's the most silly kan gong i've ever seen? STUPID-LIN-RI-XIAN

sian.....that kam gong dua xi kueh paid my overdue M1 bills.they have been overdue for like damn long....so long that i had forgotten about their existence.i have not been using that line at all so what do you expect?i simply wont care abt that line.
they have been so overdue that they have to send "credit innovate" to send me a letter.that idiot paid my bill without my agreement or maybe i should say i knew nothing about it.he told me when he finish his stunt.thanks,stuntman,but no thanks.why got people so kam gong to help others pay bills one???!!!wa lao!!incredible lei!
gotta knock some sense into him...-_-'''

feels empty

i dunno why i am feeling it this way.i have no idea.....perhaps i do.....know why this is happening to me......just getting really stupid.......doing stupid things.whats with all these signs?????????
i hate signs....why make me more sensitive now??just let me be dumb forever....being dumb might just make me the happiest person in the world.....coz i will not suspect,will be happy with the slightest things,and be satisfied with whatever i am given......i know nothing to stop this.......nothing.....makes me even more empty than before....what the hell am i.....

what i should do now

sometimes i don't get it myself,why do i care about what they feel? why do i seek the attention of idiots???why do i try so hard when i know whatever i do,it will just go down the drain.no matter how well i do,you won't care.you will only use me as a tool to make your status go up and up and up.whats the point?
if i degrade myself,you will say how useless i am and talk about how sucky it is to have a daughter like me? so your children is there for you to fully utilize?ha.........please tell me where my parents are...i desperately need a simple talk with them.....they were never there when i needed help the most.i hope to see them again.i need a little hug from them.i need to hear them say they love me again.because i no longer feel a need for me to be home anymore.......
all i can do now....is study hard and get my ass outta the place that makes me feel unwanted,that makes me sick all the time.i need to leave,i need to breathe.

i'm blogging again!(coz there is nothing for me to do in sch(lol)

late for class today! but thank goodness didn't get down graded today as faci was later than me~!LOL you will never guess why i was late.i was busy laughing at the radio DJs and camwhoring.WAHAHA! i know its stupid but some things just can't be helped.
especially when you finally have good tamed hair for that lets say 10 mins??its precious! so i took photos with my best head on.LOL!i didn't take many coz i have not been using my damn camera for quite some time.pimples were popping like no tml and my eyes were always sleepy....i'm tired what.

'first day' of class for immunology today.(i skipped all three at one shot,so today's a fourth)class looks wuite ok with ok people and funny faci.

gangsters-->'hide behind the parang station and smoke right?'
lol...that what the faci described gangsters as.mafia-->black men who are 'high tech'
HA! i like her.she is interesting.

there is a malay girl beside me who REALLY DOES LOOK like dinah!believe me! she does.same hair style,face shape,height also sama sama.but she definitely looks more guai than dinah la.lol!
they wear the same drawing of eyeliner too! lol!(i'm lame)
they just look really alike.next time i might just show her dinah's picture and say its her long lost sister.alright,i'm gonna be back to my ppt,update again when i want to.LOL!

i'm back

I did this post on the way to work.taking the mrt can be awfully boring sometimes.especially when you get sick of the songs on ipod and you just can’t remember what the nicest songs are. If you guys can remember the best songs from the past (and make sure its english),do remind me of it,ok?
I might be going to rebond my hair on this coming Friday,coz the state of it now can be better understood as an ultimate mess. It looks like hay....or maybe you can say twisted hay! I hate my genes....why do they have to produce such disgusting hair quality??!!!can’t they just make it smooth,sleek or perhaps more manageable??KAO!
My hair has grown alot....i’m really start to wonder how much kassy will charge me....T-T...ex ar....but no choice...i hate to spend time on my hair,i rather sleep more.(ya,i’m lazy)this means i will have to spend more,thus lesser outdoor activities for me(i will go for the sentosa one la,no worries),eat more cheap food,no ‘ding tai feng’,’MOF’,’’delifrance’ or wherever i splashed my money at. No shopping too!!!!!!! Feel damn low lei..........stupid laptop....cost me so much.......if only my money falls from the sky! LA~LA~LA~!


F1,guys!
drama!hahaha! first night race in singapore shows how shitty Ferrari can be!lol! so much drama within the two hours.and can you believe it? i could hear the humming of it at the the back of my workplace,it sounds like a huge swarm of bees.
FYI! i bought neyo's album,'year of the gentleman',and its not as good as his previous two albums,i don't really like the music done by stargate.all the tracks sound quite alike.and ya!!!!
before i forget i have a new aim~! i needa save money for my radio!!!! i found it! its perfect!(with a price)its 'FB163' from LG!!!super sleek! and pretty de!i will save up for it!(i will la!)

shit happens

no matter how many great and fantastic things happen in school,it will still suck and it gets worst when shit happens.
here is something i do not share the love of.Korean,and i am referring to the language. i think it sounds terribly awful and the girls sometimes are just like too 'teh' or too vulgar.their language damn off......alot of sounds that would usually come out of very uncivilized and rough people.don't get the idea why some people pay to learn this.(i can teach you too! vulgar language that everyone understands!)=P.ok,maybe not,when i am not allowed to say them(ya,since when rite?)


and hey i like the lyrics of this song!
my friend send it to me,its sick and funny.i am evil...muahahaha!btw,i have not listened to the song yet,he only send me the lyrics!coz he wants to send this song to someone he dislikes DEEPLY,what do you think???is it good enough?


****Hope it's okay if I tell you that I fucking hate you
Or how many problems that you've caused and made me live through
I can't stand the way you walk and talk and act like I do
I wrote these words to let you know that I'm in system overload

All of a sudden you've become
Someone I can't get along with and you've..
You've been running all along
From the dreams and virtues meant to save you

You better pray that all the demons won't come back to haunt you
Cause you know that I'll be waiting there with a smile to taunt you
And I can't wait to see you fall and shake and break from the truth
I wrote these words to let you know that I'm in system overload

All of a sudden you've become
Someone I can't get along with and you've..
You've been running all along
From the dreams and virtues meant to save you********

the new craze~~~~

haha,i am at his house again! ya i know that is definitely nothing big.BUT! now there is a new baby in the house and she is definitely getting all the limelight. especially with zhu zhu.he goes crazy over her,and i mean it,crazy! exactly the same effect you get from the girls who see their idols,i think you can imagine that.he turns real gay.HAHA!(i know you are gonna kill me,bring it on!=p)
you can definitely see his new obsession what.
its in his friendster and phone.lol!
and me! i have got a soft spot on animals....well i have always been,just that it gets deeper now and i really really really wanna GO TO THE ZOO! yes! i wanna go to the mandai zoological gardens~!i wanna see otters,butterflies,the hip hippo,butt ugly monkeys and cute golden tamarins,and ya,WHITE TIGERS! i wanna see that!but do we have that in our zoo???and ride a horse if i can bluff the keeper that i am a below twelve.wahaha!
when i told some ass i might go to the zoo,she sang this to me "country road,take me home,to the PLACE I BELONG~!"slap her! what?you calling me an animal???!! i am a homo sapien and i belong to the bipedal primates in the family of hominidae.well,if you are wondering what i am talking about,basically i am telling you that i am a human being.LOL!just trying to act clever.aha!i guess the angels just came to his room....coz the sleeping feel keeps knocking in....can't remember a thing le.lol next time when i do den,i write la.for now, i will go to lala land.good nitez~!

BABY!!!!!!!

zhu zhu's brother just had a new daughter/member in the family.she was born on 7/09/08 sunday in the late afternoon.her name is lin zi rou! super cute and soft! she damn small in size and light.2.8 kg only but her face very xiong lei! she look like the police force de god;guan yu!lol.red red de.took a few pictures with her and zhu zhu,next time then i upload when i get my hands on them.wahaha~!
we shopped some clothes for her too! lol! anyhow choose and pick till the bill got pretty high( $50)especially zhu zhu,he was really really enjoying himself,laughing at how cute the clothes were and imagining what we will be doing for the coming months and years.ya, we will definitely be throwing bombs into our pockets for her.
baby's skin was so soft!!! i was really scared that i might just twist her in some way or press too hard on her.zhu zhu also damn scared,the way he holds the baby,you might have just laugh out real loud at him.he even holds his breathe so that he don't affect the baby.HA! bth!the baby was cute,but his actions are much more adorable.(opps! i did it again!)
again,i will upload when i have the time la,you know how busy i can be.=p

new laptop~!

yup! i had already gotten my new laptop but damn ma fan la.gotta bring to school and change it to vista enterprize and lots of other stupid stuffs needed to be installed,sch started already but i already pon 2 days due to lappy problems and my laziness(a,i am creating ample excuses not to go).and aha! i saw rodney and pearl in one of my class roosters! hehe! finally i get to see someone from my first year and another from my second year class.LOL! so happy.=) life is still a bore.working less and less=lesser money available...so sian...no mood to do anything now.now i'm just blooging coz i think my blog is growing moss.

too much!

seriously i have got too much to blog! lol! just really purely lazy to do so!HEH~!sisters de post i am still gonna postpone it~! coz write this kinda thing must be more emotional and not what i'm feeling now.you know you know???must have the feel ma!

alrightey...lets see what i have here.i have been working like mad again,as usual,and i am still like a family member in lin's family coz i stay here almost everyday. i have got a picture here that shows monkeys~~~hohoho! thats varen and trudy there.they were spreading the good word of bananas...idiots,passed one to everyone that went in.so in the end almost 7 ppl were eating bananas in the service bar,and it did make them look like a whole lot of monkeys.brewerkz good right?? got good food,nice beer,nice booth seats plus monkeys for you to see.haha....k la i better stop,if not someone go print screen this page and show it to him,den i sure die liao.haha...



went to play badminton with zhu zhu, yuting,sue,bernard,trudy and three other unknown,uninvited kitchen staff.(man..i sound irritating)hehe.
took a 'few' pictures there,i still look freaking ugly but its fine la,i am not that pretty anyway.haha











the love guru~! hahaha! i laughed my ass off in this show,its a must watch for people who loves english jokes,dont worry there are plenty for you to last for the rest of the year. there was this one that really got me laughing madly. the MEANING of bible.======basic instructions before leaving earth! HA! i am not being anti-christ,just find it really funny.and the joke that says what is the name of the capital of thailand,its called bangkok,which is 'bang-cock'hahahaha!and with that he got punched in his pp.hehe!

had pretty much fun but i just lost touch of badminton again,suddenly i just cant find a way to play well,or simply to state,laziness got hold of me.i can't hit well or do anything well at all.it was damn shitty....yuting was really good! zhu zhu said she improved,well i think she is pretty good for her age and gender,as long as she continue to train and if her back injury miraculously heals,then she will play real well in future,what she lacks is good strategy skills and...hmmm...maturity? okay lets move from this topic. we went to eat and oh gosh! i like that XO fish noodle! damn good lo! the soup was really nice with the XO smell but not the taste.sue ate laksa,bernard ate mixed rice,yuting eat chicken chop,zhu zhu eat roasted chicken. we were happily eating till we saw this extremely cute girl called gracia! and wooo!!!she was extremely KE AI lo! and she is only 10 months old! she had=s already grown both sides of her teeth! she keeps laughing and makes her gurl gurl noises.zhu zhu keeps playing with her,well i did too.



now! the main thing i wanted to blog was about this~!


i saw mini s cabrio!!!!!!!! at clarke!!!at that moment i really feel like kidnapping the car.haha! its so pretty!

using I touch to blog!

haha! I am using I touch to blog this post coz zhu zhu using my lappy to play tetris.hmph!
working on Mondays really make you feel like calling for heaven's help!!! I really feel like going home!its so damn boring.....swatting flies and talking to kent all the time...aj keep disturbing me.he damn ass lo,he was at the other side yet he still manage to do all those stupid stunts like vomitting milk in front of me and popping out put of nowhere.the man-whore and she bitch battle lasted all the way from six till we close,he was still damn busy disturbing me.took the other transport today coz going to zhu zhu de hse.that stupid uncle don't want to send me there,that's really fine you know?but what really made me feel pissed was that he agreed to send me to some place called telecom so that its easy for me to catch a cheap trip.you know what??!!he passed that bloody place and didn't even bother telling me that.maybe he really did forget,then I am sorry but to say that he is sinile or whatever you spell it coz he said ok to me around 15 before he totally passed it.sian!!!!totally no mood....money kerna stolen again...my mum bought a new vaio lappy for bro.ya I do feel Sian abt it but what to do?I can't do anything abt it and I don't wanna do anything abt it too....I am tired of telling my mum to use her brain. She never did....spend 3000 on a stupid course for my bro to get an unconfirmed deferment and buy a bloody expensive lappy for him.DUH!!!talk to my hand la.the more I talk about it,the more stupid it gets,so I will be good and get some beauty sleep instead....nites!!and boy,I spend 15 mins typing this short post!!!LOL!

living my days spoilt

ha! you saw it! i have been living my past few days with zhu xian.his house is as good as my home.we watched tv,eat and slept together for the past four days.so when i am back home,i do feel weird.....its strange to be in my room alone.it gets kinds boring which is such a miracle(i can stay in my room whole day and still feel entertained).

i am really spoilt to the core at his house.i get to watch my wanna watch movies,and be rocked to sleep.ya,you heard me,he hugs me and 'sways' me till i really do feel like sleeping even if i don't feel tired.plus i get to eat my tibits on the bed!yeah!he feeds me with it.now i do sound like a handicap don't i?-.-
we would go for walks and go for food sprees.how can i not get fat with him around????!! we did funny stuffs together.HAHA! i will show the pictures when i get my hands on it.we took facial masks together,and its the ones that are cream based and greenish in colour.DAMN UGLY!! and i even managed to take photos of us! HA! tml then i post,i will go take from him later!

i am not the only one who is spoilt,he is too!but i wont say.lol!(fishing!)

got a runaway table yesterday...damn pissed with myself....it was the beijing olympics opening that really got me distracted at first after which it was someone's stupidity that really got me affected and fed up.....but in the end i am the only one at fault,i should have just stop them from leaving the place and gotten their card or something.i had my gains,it was not really that bad,i had 20 plus tips and hey i win a little bit of money at my first tryout in toto! lol!
gotta go prepare for work le,see ya!=)

pictures~!

there is actually alot more than this but i have not gotten my hands on them...hurhurhur! soon ok,when jeremey is done copying them.ha!

HA!~ i like this

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i know you gonna scold me le,i go sleep now okay? i guai guai,next time then i elaborate~ LOL!

so far so good

have settled most of the stuff.school fellas still don't know about it,but i think they will soon,since i had already post it in my blog.school matters later then settle ba,hack care la! i wont see them soon le what,unless i so suai end up same class with them lo.choy choy touch wood.
for my workplace,well some people are abit off la,but seriously i don't wanna care anymore le.most of my close friends are happy with it and i am happy about it,so thats it,no need to care so much about their feelings,since they don't care about how i feel.as what he always say. i only need to care about him and myself,we don't owe anyone any explanations.
needa save lots of money le,going to buy laptop and maybe going to alor star with sue again! eat good food! drive the car(if only i can convince her,i wont drive it into the drain)! visit my future home!(ahaha!its in penang) i shouldn't get so excited,still not sure if i should go or not.don't know this time that pig pig will go with me or not.he got no passport...hmph!