outing 2~

sentosa outing pictures!

gun-do

who lives in the pineapple under the sea? SPONGE-BOB-SQUARE-PANTS.
who's the most silly kan gong i've ever seen? STUPID-LIN-RI-XIAN

sian.....that kam gong dua xi kueh paid my overdue M1 bills.they have been overdue for like damn long....so long that i had forgotten about their existence.i have not been using that line at all so what do you expect?i simply wont care abt that line.
they have been so overdue that they have to send "credit innovate" to send me a letter.that idiot paid my bill without my agreement or maybe i should say i knew nothing about it.he told me when he finish his stunt.thanks,stuntman,but no thanks.why got people so kam gong to help others pay bills one???!!!wa lao!!incredible lei!
gotta knock some sense into him...-_-'''

feels empty

i dunno why i am feeling it this way.i have no idea.....perhaps i do.....know why this is happening to me......just getting really stupid.......doing stupid things.whats with all these signs?????????
i hate signs....why make me more sensitive now??just let me be dumb forever....being dumb might just make me the happiest person in the world.....coz i will not suspect,will be happy with the slightest things,and be satisfied with whatever i am given......i know nothing to stop this.......nothing.....makes me even more empty than before....what the hell am i.....

what i should do now

sometimes i don't get it myself,why do i care about what they feel? why do i seek the attention of idiots???why do i try so hard when i know whatever i do,it will just go down the drain.no matter how well i do,you won't care.you will only use me as a tool to make your status go up and up and up.whats the point?
if i degrade myself,you will say how useless i am and talk about how sucky it is to have a daughter like me? so your children is there for you to fully utilize?ha.........please tell me where my parents are...i desperately need a simple talk with them.....they were never there when i needed help the most.i hope to see them again.i need a little hug from them.i need to hear them say they love me again.because i no longer feel a need for me to be home anymore.......
all i can do now....is study hard and get my ass outta the place that makes me feel unwanted,that makes me sick all the time.i need to leave,i need to breathe.

i'm blogging again!(coz there is nothing for me to do in sch(lol)

late for class today! but thank goodness didn't get down graded today as faci was later than me~!LOL you will never guess why i was late.i was busy laughing at the radio DJs and camwhoring.WAHAHA! i know its stupid but some things just can't be helped.
especially when you finally have good tamed hair for that lets say 10 mins??its precious! so i took photos with my best head on.LOL!i didn't take many coz i have not been using my damn camera for quite some time.pimples were popping like no tml and my eyes were always sleepy....i'm tired what.

'first day' of class for immunology today.(i skipped all three at one shot,so today's a fourth)class looks wuite ok with ok people and funny faci.

gangsters-->'hide behind the parang station and smoke right?'
lol...that what the faci described gangsters as.mafia-->black men who are 'high tech'
HA! i like her.she is interesting.

there is a malay girl beside me who REALLY DOES LOOK like dinah!believe me! she does.same hair style,face shape,height also sama sama.but she definitely looks more guai than dinah la.lol!
they wear the same drawing of eyeliner too! lol!(i'm lame)
they just look really alike.next time i might just show her dinah's picture and say its her long lost sister.alright,i'm gonna be back to my ppt,update again when i want to.LOL!