movies i wanna watch~!

these are the movies that i wanna watch.
the first one is actually "if i were superman",a korean movie.
The two join forces in ``If I Were Superman,'' a story about an unlikely ``hero'' (Hwang), who goes out of his way to help ― or rescue ― the planet by helping senior citizens cross the street and hand-standing in the middle of the road ``to push away'' the detrimental effects of the sun. Jun plays the role of Song Su-jeong, a cynical documentary filmmaker who records his story.
the second one is kung fu panda!!!,i wanna watch it coz its JACK BLACK!lol!the previews are really cute and funny.plus you get to see JACKIE CHAN as a monkey.haha....
Enthusiastic, big and a little clumsy, Po (Jack Black) is the biggest fan of kung fu around…which doesn’t exactly come in handy while working every day in his family’s noodle shop. Unexpectedly chosen to fulfill an ancient prophecy, Po’s dreams become reality when he joins the world of kung fu and studies alongside his idols, the legendary Furious Five—Tigress (Angelina Jolie), Crane (David Cross), Mantis (Seth Rogen), Viper (Lucy Liu) and Monkey (Jackie Chan)—under the leadership of their guru, Master Shifu (Dustin Hoffman). But before they know it, the vengeful and treacherous snow leopard Tai Lung (Ian McShane) is headed their way, and it’s up to Po to defend everyone from the oncoming threat. Can he turn his dreams of becoming a kung fu master into reality? Po puts his heart into the task, and the unlikely hero ultimately finds that his greatest weaknesses turn out to be his greatest strengths.
the third one is 'you don't mess with the zohan'.ADAM SANDLER! how can you not watch his comedies????!!!! the longest yard was one of the best movies i had seen and adam sandler was the main actor for it. he is extremely good with comedies,you gotta admit that. you should see the preview."i am from hostralia(australia)" and the "hangaroos" thing.like his accent in the movie,fan-tars-tic.
In You Don't Mess with The Zohan, a hilarious comedy from screenwriters Judd Apatow (Knocked Up) and Adam Sandler, Sandler stars as Zohan, an Israeli anti terrorist commando who fakes his own death in order to pursue his dream: becoming a hairstylist in New York.

Dennis Dugan (Big Daddy, I Now Pronounce you Chuck & Larry) directs; co-starring Rob Schneider with special appearances by Mariah Carey & Henry Winkler

overseas study

yah! believe it or not,chia yi qian wants to study!lol.....its real.i wanna study and i wanna make sure that i am able to get into a uni in UK.haha...another joke right?thats what you will probably take out and say as a joke of the day,but the joke of the day is trully what i want to do. i know the limits,i know the impossible stuffs,but i also know that i have only this life and that there is the age thing and you only got one chance.
i don't wanna lose that chance.i don't know how long it will take for me to get there,but i will be there. this will be my goal for this year and the following years,TILL I GET THERE!don't tell me that it is impossible,coz its not.don't tell me that this is just wishful thinking,coz it wont be if you try hard enough.thats what i believe,as long as you perservere,that is nothing i cannot acheive.don't tell me words of discouragement,its shit.I don't care if you refuse to believe me,but i care if you think i am joking or just think that its a 'hot moment' thing.

new dish and terrible RJ question

nokia phone sucks!
the pictures i took are like really ugly,the effcts like shit like that.
show it to you.




"Communication does not depend on syntax,or eloquence or rhetoric or artculation but also on emotinal context ,in which the message is being heard,Attitudes are the real figures of speech"-Edwin Friedman.What do you think is the role of effective communication between a doctor a patient and a pharmacist? -->what kind of question is this???!!! literature oh?! this is like very CHIM CME(civics moral education)
simplify it--> logic questions made hard.
conculsion-->she likes to tekan people,enjoys torturing our broken souls,and she obviously dont like giving her A(s) that easily.
she is indian,another faci who is damn tacky is also a indian.i think all indian facis love torturing their students!

new menu of the day,bonjour ami!délicatesse ici!

1)salmon
2)salt
3)pepper
4)self made onion garlic mayo
5)lime skin slices
extra virgin olive oil
rub salt onto your salmon slices and sprinkle pepper on it.
add in two to three teaspoons of extra virgin olive oil
slice out your lime and cut it into thinner slices and sprinkle onto your salmon.
let it marinate for like 30 mins and you can grill or steam it
and tadah!!!!!!
thats what it will actually look like before and after.


looks super delicious right! it is!hahaha! i had a fun time too,want makan can.pay me first then i will decide if i should cook for you or not.lol!

i have been aiming this perfume and necklace for some time.i might buy it this month oh!

ah lah!

feel so tired......work and study have fully occupied my life!study from 8.30 to 4 then start work at six all the way till eleven or later.no life lei,so hard to breathe.i seriously love holidays...haha!but no choice,school just start and i told myself to be good.all i can do is just grumble and keep on grumbling(niao num niao).the people in my classes have been really nice and fine la,just a few arseholes.will not bother much about them,since i find no fun in tormenting them.(i'm another asshole)
MS and shan's birthday,glenn's too are coming and mother's day are all coming in may! oh....i can already see where my money will go....poor ar....let me be the luckiest girl on earth!let me find money on the floor to splurge!haha...so unrealistic.

yo!

it has been a LONG TIME! i am lazy to blog,seriously it is troublesome.
lots of things happen these days but you know what? i am lazy to type it out.after this,i will be enjoying music while i try to force my fats out.
A BOOK-->
i just finished reading a book.its called the five people you meet in heaven by mitch albom.its good not great coz i liked it but not love it.after reading i felt older,i understood things better.believe me,just after 5 hours of reading,i felt OLDER.you might think this is funny,but its the damn truth.its like i do know what the book was teaching.the book acts like a reminder,a hard one to tell you to remember all these stuff.sounds like a scary book eh?but its still good,a recommended read.all the five people in heaven are people who had changed his life in a way or another.you will seriously consider being a scientist to do more research on 'fate' and 'truth'.woooo...hard to explain the feelings of reading the book.its like you were pushed to face something that you did not expect to.AND it just make heaven sound like a place that is not so bad after all.haha....
alright back to what i feel like saying.cosmetic surgery!
seriously,do you ever think that there is a need for you to get a surgery somewhere? breast implants,a nose job,botox,liposuction? no one is perfect in this world that we know.but everyone would wish for things like a better figure,a more attractive face,BUT not everyone would wanna do that.why? I DONT KNOW. i just think that all these are supposed to be wishful thinking,which means it is not supposed to come true.after all,are these stuff really important?so what if you managed to acheive all these?
whats more
have you even considered whats gonna happen when you get old?like breast implants???your breast WILL sag when you are old,so what would happen to those silicon bags???-_-'''will they stay where they are?well if they do then congratz,you have '2' breasts now.and those nose jobs....listen to my advice,do not irritate anyone in your lifetime coz if you managed to irritate someone like me i would drain your savings by giving a nice hit on your nose and i cant imagine what happens to those crushed plastic in your nose.plus you cant even push your nose.haha...enough of this, i am being really stupid now.

home

it will always smell like sunshine. the walls will be filled with beautifully bright colours. my windows will be dressed with long and white curtains and accompanied with greenerys i adore.i will have a small yellow table decorated with little vases and roses.a flat TV surronded by many book shelves filled with best sellers.a gigantic radio and great speakers.not forgetting a cushioned rocking chair by the window.walk down the corridor filled with thousands of photographs,and walk into my messy room.filled with clothes,brushes,paint,crayons,and again filled with tall wooden book shelves.i will use one of the shelves to put my clothes, accessories and shoes.have a little desk,that can be used as my dining table.most importantly i will have a huge 4 poster canopy bed!and i will have lots of cushions on it.as usual,books will be left on it.i will have a covered garden with my pets living in it.a golden retriever,a bearded collie and a mini pig!
sounds unreal right?
thats my home,my only escape and i will go to it in my dreams.=)

so sian!!!!!

someone said that i am too judgmental on things.its like black is black and white is white,there wont be other sides.i totally agree on that.i am a stubborn bitch,its hard for me to accept things which i find shouldn't be working in that way.and he said that i have to go easy on people.so this is just what i am gonna do now.i won't care much about them anymore.i cannot treat them as true and real friends anymore.we will still talk,play and do whatever shits but there is just a limit to what i can do for them.coz i feel that my existence is just there coz its there,they don't appreciate it so why should i? i have truly opened my eyes and mind. OHM!!! gotta learn to stay as calm as water and as happy as the old yiqian.
"let the ugly die off,no point saving them when its only you doing it."thats what he taught me to see and understand,and what the rest are doing.i am sad for them,they won't have friends anymore,their friends are phony.
back to my world.
i have been working like mad recently.gopa said"i keep seeing you recently ar"of coz! i have been working almost everyday.earn lots of money! but seriously i do not know what to spend on.nothing i am really interested in.all the bags,clothes,accessories and shoes.i never get enough of them.sometimes i tend to question myself" is there a need for me to get it? what is the definition of the 'need'?when is the time i need to buy these stuff?" i will never get an answer.maybe this is what they say,something like you start to ponder how your life works and the things that is really important in your life? have you ever asked yourself?what are the things you cannot lose and gotta have? are your goal seriously something a need a must for you to have?so when you have it,whats the next step?what do you wanna achieve and whats the purpose of achieving it?
all i know now is that i gotta finish this diploma of mine.after much talking to my long time no see brother,the design course don't seem that important anymore.he says that i just wanna prove somethings to myself.i am not loving and wanting it with a huge passion,so he didn't encourage it,if not he could loan money to me to study the full four years course to get an honors!!!!!!!!like OMFG~! i seriously need to rethink.not with the money issues he mentioned but more of do i really want it?and whats my main purpose for getting it.what i wanna do after that.i need to think and think and think.hai......i am getting grey hairs for this.(just kidding,i never had one)
it feels great talking to him.have not seen him for like hmmm....three years???i guess so,i don't really remember le,hahaha.....sorry la.pai seh.he will be going off soon le.hai!!!!!!i will miss ya for sure!!!!

try too hard

sometimes i just think that i tried too hard,and i made things difficult for myself ba.i try to do things which makes sense and helps.sometimes,people just don't care,so why am i still helping them and giving them chances again and again???why should i do so much when they don't even give a damn on how they actually are. they don't even mind being some disgusting bitches they "say" they don't like(so contradicting) or the bastards they say got no bloody brains.
i am no god of mercy and ain't a saint.
so i told myself one thing.some things can be changed while others cannot.i can't change everything that i don't like,so its either i give up or leave it as it is and seriously SHOW NO CONCERN at all.now that i have made myself pretty clear, i guess i made it a point to give some sort of 'warning' to almost everyone.
i can't play,tolerate or be HGL all the way in my life.when school reopens,i am gonna be so god damn serious.i don't know why,i just got the sudden urge to screw people whom i cannot tolerate any longer.i feel that it is seriously time for everyone around me to grow up la!!!stop playing around like there is no tml.i can't understand why some times you guys can act so stupid when you are like 19 or even more this year????use your brains man,its there for a purpose,ok? stop making it look like a ornament.
i am not that nice anymore am i?
i am having a huge temper now,i am not say anything nice at all.

pictures on V day

valentine's day!

actually nothing much......hahaha....i celebrated it with my friends.met out my sisters and gave them the prettily decorated notebooks to them(better than them not even being able to finish writing or buy lo!!!!!!)
ate sakae and ling and min had to go first liao,after which left only me and shan.gotta pretty bored and remembered lao yao having off today.wanted to kaypo who he actually went out with,so decided to give him a call to disturb.in the end he was just sleeping at home,so i managed to 'convince' him to come out.hang around orchard abit with danny joining and the four of us went to icy bar,danny's previous working place to drink and eat things lo. the live music was great!!!!!!!!!they sang real old songs and even sang 'wonderwall' by oasis. i was going" woo!!!!!!!!".i did enjoy myself in there.singing along with the couple.the lady keep smiling at us,must be me mouthing all those songs.,attract her attention.definitely will patronize the place again.i wanna hear the couple sing again!

gotta keep my path

yup thats right, i need to keep track of myself.been so busy lately(lazy too), i don't have time to blog and talk to my dearest people.my schedules are so damn full! but i requested them myself de la so gotta work through this few months and EARN BIG MONEY!lol! ang bao money also must earn so gotta plan out the houses i will be visiting.(LOL!)who don't want ang paos??!!
my mouth taste of blood,coz the back of my gums are bleeding like crazy....T-T
okay by to the main point.my aim is to get a marc jacobs bag this year!(what an aim)
not to pon sch for the coming semesters(get it over with!)
save as much money as possible,not to spend too much on food.(learn to cook it and save my money)
give great service and get great tips =P
get an bigger idea of what i wanna pursue.
persuade every single soul that i really wanna to IT!!!!eh...sorry i mean convince.
the most of all,give myself a good chance to be someone i wanna be.BE ME!

talk about the girlssss

i love their eyes!

i was talking to this guy friend about mine and he decided to ask me things like "who do you think looks really pretty and which guy will you call hot?"
and i thought for a while and said" adam levine and adriana lima"
and his was reaction was totally unexpected and really funny.
he replied" what?! avril lavigne is pretty???!!!"
LOL!!!!!!!!i said -adam levine-,and he took it for the punk and pop singer avril lavigne.i laughed for a real while and he was so stunned at my sudden outburst.i don't blame him.it sound alike to a certain extent.but adriana lima sounded like a guy???no way! no guy cannot not know about her!she is one of the victoria's secret angel and for that i am gonna call him mountain turtle. i just think that both of them look really sexy and have well defined features and their eyes seem to grab hold of you.thats what i really think.and his answers were all asian. i dont think ah sa looks pretty...she is more cute than pretty but i agree with him that tony leung does look good.he cant agree with me coz he don't know who i was talking about.so!
i am gonna post their pictures here.lol!

choices

what a sensitive topic.i don't remember anything about me having a strong desire to be born in this world.i only remember knowing how scary and unpredictable death can be.
i tried to get a goal in life to pursue,a reason why life can be exciting,but it was never excepted by anyone.i tried finding people to rely on,make them my place to hide,but what i get was the more ugly side of things around me.i tried what they say happiness,laugh at everything single little thing,be optimistic,and i was condemned for being happy.they say to be more realistic and serious.infinite mountains started appearing in my mind. nothing was possible anymore.everything including me turned ugly. life became harder and harder,soon breathing became a difficulty,pain became a familiar stranger,sickness was developed,so is my fear.kindness seemed twisted and i was never able to believe in something for long. my sense of security was taken again and again,till i can never find it anymore,not even in my dreams.
i lost myself to my fears.i get happy and smile but i realize i am always afraid that something will break soon.i am afraid of boulders hitting at the same time.if all of the boulders drop,my tolerance for life will break.
told to find myself back,to stand high and worry about nothing because everything will soon be gone by the wind.
i took a glimpse below and i fell.i don't know when i will ever hit ground
by then, i will get to know whats "there is no place like heaven" meant.

mj's comeback

hey guys! Michael is back into the new generation for his pop king title.i don't know when his new album is coming out coz it is not decided yet.currently this is a remix version of an old song of his, well i never heard of this song so i pretty like the remix.(LOL) BUT BUT BUT, he will be releasing an anniversary album,"thriller", his best album in 'history'. this is one of the songs in it. it will be out in feb,which is real soon!
i am a fan of michael J,how can you deny his talent??=P

hmmm?

seriously i don't know what to blog....hohoho....ok,i know!
on sat i met hui yun to shop for new year clothes at orchard.and oh my! i just hope that you will get to see it. wisma actually hired people to act as traffic coordinators to direct you to the mall. whats interesting is that they don't direct in the normal way,they were dancing to songs and the song just so happen to be justin's lovestoned.hahahaha! so cool!
the malls were pretty packed but manage to find something for huiyun.(last minute)
ling came back with a CUTE gift for me. the head of kon(from bleach).its so cute la!!!!!hahaha! cant help but smile at it his face.and aiyo,she grew fat again.must be the sudden change in weather and good food.i won't mind getting fats if i get to feel be in winter and also have good food everyday!(WHO MINDS???!!!)
decided to work like crazy! oh pray man! pray for my health! pray that i don't get attracted to good food.LOL!

not well

gosh....i don't even know if i am really sick or not sick...i have not been sick for quite a long time,can't even remember how it feels like, and i cant differentiate it now.just like i can't differentiate lots of things.
well, i was starting to feel a rising fever before going to st james,but i thought it was my imagination(my excuse to go home and sleep).i did had the fever,and gosh...never ever go to a club when you are sick. the loud music makes you feel like killing the people around you and the drinks just make you feel like "give me water please".
now i feel weak and really feel like sleeping all day.
i try my best OH! in fact, after a while i felt better(from the lime juice).they say i don't even look like someone who is sick. ain't i good and convincing. the music makes me happy.=)
and oh boy! SUE DANCES WELL! danny says she itchy,LOL! i think she is fine lo,jeremey looks more itchy than her,LOL! we did had our fun la and hui yun learnt how to d-a-n-c-e in the club,hahaha. shan needs more training! she has got all the good trainers. danny and me,we are the kings.(hahaha...like real)

what i want

i seriously don't understand what i want anymore,so i am gonna keep my options wide open,do the things that would simply be right.
work till i die
save as much money as possible
buy whatever i feel like to