new year eve and my "BIG" plans

yesterday was pretty fun la.opps, i sound so sarcastic.lol...! this is how it goes, we were supposed to meet at eight plus,although the place is really near. as usual, it dragged and dragged to nine fifteen. jere parked his bicycle at my house and met shan and ms below my house.the driver uncle was really nice, he even stopped the meter just to wait for us.lol! after which we went to shan's factory. i say its shan's but she don't even know how to go to her own company...! gosh! we turned one huge around before arriving at the destination, we even got to those very deserted places with many dark creatures(Bangladesh).opps,sorry.
when we arrive we were felt that we should not be there. it looked and IS gathering that is not suitable for youngsters like us;we should be having a countdown PARTEH~! we had no spaces to eat our food so her mum said that we can have our dinner cum supper in the office. woo~! VIPs.hahaha... the dad was not really his normal self he offered me an entire bottle of chilled red wine!-_-''' but i did drink =p,but only one glass.the rest lao yao gulped finish.=P(shan and ms drank a bit only)(esp ms,she hate it,she thinks its vinegar)
we shat a lot mostly about lame stuffs,and pretty much threatenings.when it was nearly time for countdown we went outside to find many already drunk and flopped.we kinda forgot about the countdown coz we started hearing fireworks booms and started running to watch them. wasn't able to capture any of them coz it was way too small. all we did were little gestures of happy new year and an extra bitch hit me hard in the breast. so stupid! 19 already still so that.HMPH! i hit her back twice,lol!=D
we got pretty bored and started wondering around the place. it had a great view and the winds were cooling and fantastic.we got so bored, we even took pictures of our shadows. lame right?lol!
hmmm... new year plans eh?
not much.
i have decided to force myself to be a hard bitch!!!!!! i will train myself to not be WEAK! to stop seeking attention from my family(it just makes me feel like an unwanted child,and i don't need all that sadness).