mj's comeback

hey guys! Michael is back into the new generation for his pop king title.i don't know when his new album is coming out coz it is not decided yet.currently this is a remix version of an old song of his, well i never heard of this song so i pretty like the remix.(LOL) BUT BUT BUT, he will be releasing an anniversary album,"thriller", his best album in 'history'. this is one of the songs in it. it will be out in feb,which is real soon!
i am a fan of michael J,how can you deny his talent??=P

hmmm?

seriously i don't know what to blog....hohoho....ok,i know!
on sat i met hui yun to shop for new year clothes at orchard.and oh my! i just hope that you will get to see it. wisma actually hired people to act as traffic coordinators to direct you to the mall. whats interesting is that they don't direct in the normal way,they were dancing to songs and the song just so happen to be justin's lovestoned.hahahaha! so cool!
the malls were pretty packed but manage to find something for huiyun.(last minute)
ling came back with a CUTE gift for me. the head of kon(from bleach).its so cute la!!!!!hahaha! cant help but smile at it his face.and aiyo,she grew fat again.must be the sudden change in weather and good food.i won't mind getting fats if i get to feel be in winter and also have good food everyday!(WHO MINDS???!!!)
decided to work like crazy! oh pray man! pray for my health! pray that i don't get attracted to good food.LOL!

not well

gosh....i don't even know if i am really sick or not sick...i have not been sick for quite a long time,can't even remember how it feels like, and i cant differentiate it now.just like i can't differentiate lots of things.
well, i was starting to feel a rising fever before going to st james,but i thought it was my imagination(my excuse to go home and sleep).i did had the fever,and gosh...never ever go to a club when you are sick. the loud music makes you feel like killing the people around you and the drinks just make you feel like "give me water please".
now i feel weak and really feel like sleeping all day.
i try my best OH! in fact, after a while i felt better(from the lime juice).they say i don't even look like someone who is sick. ain't i good and convincing. the music makes me happy.=)
and oh boy! SUE DANCES WELL! danny says she itchy,LOL! i think she is fine lo,jeremey looks more itchy than her,LOL! we did had our fun la and hui yun learnt how to d-a-n-c-e in the club,hahaha. shan needs more training! she has got all the good trainers. danny and me,we are the kings.(hahaha...like real)

what i want

i seriously don't understand what i want anymore,so i am gonna keep my options wide open,do the things that would simply be right.
work till i die
save as much money as possible
buy whatever i feel like to

i don't know what to say

maybe i am too tired? maybe i am just getting emo again. i don't know. i just kept thinking and thinking. the more i think about it,the more frustrated and hurt i get. I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel so fed up of everything! i can't make a choice or run away from it! so its like argghhh~! ERASE MY MEMORY~! then i don't have to fret about all this stuffs anymore.T-T

arrrrr~~~~~~~!!!!so unlucky!

f@#$^@$&%$@~! i accidentally tripped on my laptop's power cable's wire and it dragged my laptop to the floor with a huge BOOM! there goes my my hard disk~! oh gosh! oh shit~! no lap tops. my pictures are gone,my fav music flown away,my precious X JAPAN'S LAST LIVE VIDEOS GONE TOO~! BITCH!!!!!!!cannot man~! i will retrieve those stuff,but there is always a price to pay, i would need to work extra extra hard now and save up already~! maggie mee and biscuits on standby mode. no more junk food or good food from restaurants...T-T.no more movies,no more nice clothes.......ar~! no life lei!

LOL! this is me!HAHAHA....!

but i prefer to have the first oraNge monkey.hahaha!
You are Orange Monkey, who is lively, fresh and give an active impression.
Your personality is straight forward, and is a very attractive person to be with.
You are also very sociable, and can keep an eye on people too.
Nevertheless, you tend to be rather nervous and worry about things bit too much.
You tend to have a needless fear.
You come up with ideas very quickly, but at the same time, you can easily give up.
You lack perseverance.
You should be more open and natural to have a foresight for the future.
You have an instinct to attract people.
You are a charismatic person to whom people naturally get attracted.
You have a flexibility to be able to adapt to any circumstance, and know how to get ahead in life.
You never miss to calculate the profit and loss, and live life rationally.
This makes you difficult to have an intimate relationship.
Once you set an objective, you will work extremely hard to achieving it, and can exercise great tactics.
Nevertheless, you tend to easily change your target as well.
You tend to be very independent woman, and will hate to be restricted to your family.
You may start to feel your family to be an obstruction to your life.
If you can have a job that would act as a freshener, your life would be smoother.
You tend to have a fantasy world in your head, and may hold a girlish dream all through your life.
After getting married, your family will be important to you, and you will be able to raise a happy family.

new year eve and my "BIG" plans

yesterday was pretty fun la.opps, i sound so sarcastic.lol...! this is how it goes, we were supposed to meet at eight plus,although the place is really near. as usual, it dragged and dragged to nine fifteen. jere parked his bicycle at my house and met shan and ms below my house.the driver uncle was really nice, he even stopped the meter just to wait for us.lol! after which we went to shan's factory. i say its shan's but she don't even know how to go to her own company...! gosh! we turned one huge around before arriving at the destination, we even got to those very deserted places with many dark creatures(Bangladesh).opps,sorry.
when we arrive we were felt that we should not be there. it looked and IS gathering that is not suitable for youngsters like us;we should be having a countdown PARTEH~! we had no spaces to eat our food so her mum said that we can have our dinner cum supper in the office. woo~! VIPs.hahaha... the dad was not really his normal self he offered me an entire bottle of chilled red wine!-_-''' but i did drink =p,but only one glass.the rest lao yao gulped finish.=P(shan and ms drank a bit only)(esp ms,she hate it,she thinks its vinegar)
we shat a lot mostly about lame stuffs,and pretty much threatenings.when it was nearly time for countdown we went outside to find many already drunk and flopped.we kinda forgot about the countdown coz we started hearing fireworks booms and started running to watch them. wasn't able to capture any of them coz it was way too small. all we did were little gestures of happy new year and an extra bitch hit me hard in the breast. so stupid! 19 already still so that.HMPH! i hit her back twice,lol!=D
we got pretty bored and started wondering around the place. it had a great view and the winds were cooling and fantastic.we got so bored, we even took pictures of our shadows. lame right?lol!
hmmm... new year plans eh?
not much.
i have decided to force myself to be a hard bitch!!!!!! i will train myself to not be WEAK! to stop seeking attention from my family(it just makes me feel like an unwanted child,and i don't need all that sadness).