sometimes i don't get it myself,why do i care about what they feel? why do i seek the attention of idiots???why do i try so hard when i know whatever i do,it will just go down the drain.no matter how well i do,you won't care.you will only use me as a tool to make your status go up and up and up.whats the point?
if i degrade myself,you will say how useless i am and talk about how sucky it is to have a daughter like me? so your children is there for you to fully utilize?ha.........please tell me where my parents are...i desperately need a simple talk with them.....they were never there when i needed help the most.i hope to see them again.i need a little hug from them.i need to hear them say they love me again.because i no longer feel a need for me to be home anymore.......
all i can do now....is study hard and get my ass outta the place that makes me feel unwanted,that makes me sick all the time.i need to leave,i need to breathe.
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