ok i am done with doing nothing at all.
i have to start to do something.since i mention about it here,its a start for sure.
=)

ok the more i say it the more chances they are of becoming coming true

by next year i will be a dive master, maths genius, be on my way to getting a first class honors, save up to 10k of which i have absolute zero plans on, get a life saving insurance, know i am the most important thing in my entire life, learn to feed myself real good food,be nicer to people even though they are like shit, get rid of the nasty people in my life, be more understanding to people who think love is the best thing of their lives(i will try,like REALLY try), try not to say the word hate, run more, swim more, make a million friends, get over with the nasty stuffs, love myself more love my family even more,hate my dad less.

right.
i have a million things to do,so no my brain and heart should not feel empty.
the more i say it the higher the chances of it coming true.erm hm.