i do. i dreamt of being an artist who does big and great art pieces when i was in my primary school days and i did wish to be a marine biologist in secondary school duration. i even dreamt of having a legal money printer and be able to use money as tissue without the heart pains and lawyer letters. now, i hope and really wish to be able to get a apparel design course and create some clothes for my friends. i do change my goals,but i just feel that i might just be able to get one of them fulfilled.so what if it sounds impossible? so what if i don't have talent? so what if you think i am stupid? damn you then!
i have my goals and it changes due to the influences i get.i don't give a shit even if its ridiculous. i find that whatever i have hots for, i go for it! i will not care about the consequences or how long it takes. i just want to do whatever i want to. well, if my friends do not agree to it,they don't know me well,or maybe i should just say they are not supportive.if i have my friend who does the same things as i am. i will probably say"go ahead!! you have only one life so play with the time you have and achieve that you want to, if you regret it just turn another way" i do not believe in studying hard and gaining wealth and fame. i believe dong things your heart tells you too,if it changes, then so is what you are doing. i might finished the apparel course i am gonna go for but not open a apparel line or maybe even a shop and start working something else instead. so what?i have earned myself skills which i think would be extremely useful when i have kids(i can do small and exceptionally cute clothes and accessories)sounds good to me. three years? aww...thats not a waste at all. i will gain many other things, you just don't know yet. be optimistic and take as many risks as you like, your life would be colourful, challenging, changing and worth it. with that i will die in peace.
ciao, my bed is calling me. i need to die now and be revived tomorrow
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