when shan has a problem, she says it in full blast.anything she is unhappy about, frustrated and disgusted, she talks it out to me.And i appreciate that, coz i know she treats me as a friend and she in another way appreciates it,coz she knows that me, as her friend, will always stand by her,tell her what my opinion is or even lecture her. she is happier that way. I don't see why,you would be better off shutting the world away from you,when you reach a barrier.more brains work better when you face a problem. even if you have got a brain that has problem limiting its functionalities, it does not make you better in problem solving.
what is a problem? it is something hard to deal with. and when i say your problem, it means its something hard FOR YOU to deal with.am i wrong here? i hope not.so when its a problem you can't solve, share,ask or find someone who does the job of solving! and who does the job of solving? FRIENDS!
when its something private, find a good friend who keeps his or her mouth shut.and when its not,any other friend will do. when you are more open to others, believe me,your life is easier. you will find that you are socializing. you will find that friends are better already.you are definitely not using them at all,you are just asking and in need of their help.whats wrong with needing help????
AND PAI SEH~! I AM EXTREMELY KAIPO,CANNOT AR???!!!so whats the reason?lol!
and you know what? YOU CARE!!!!!! coz if you don't, you won't be so fcukin fed up,you will not ask coz it will not bother you if you don't.you get it or you don't?
and you don't like that la, kill all those fanatic true love scenes of others. you just don't know what love is la. you have not loved anyone, so you don't know. AND, it just so happen that those people you see and heard about,go into a relationship and fantasize about themselves falling into true love.
you may or you may not get it.when you are really willing to die for that person,then you meet your love lo(that is,if you manage to survive la). boys don't sacrifice their time,money and effort,just to get a girl into bed and use them as sperm toilet.you don't believe it,coz you are not them or you don't associate with them. some girls are into love, while the others just watch too much drama and want to be in the mood of love. but what's wrong with it? they are just trying to love. And thats a good thing,so what if everything was just an illusion in the end? they tried, because they believed in it. it just ain't the time for them.it becomes an experience,again,its part and parcel of life.
like that better what! finally you can talk more! and its for your coming generations and thats good! i can't imagine a grandfather thats emo and thinks about what his funeral songs will be all the time!
if you run away from friends and try to solve it yourselves,please tell me,what are friends to you? a similar species of yours that shares your environment? or a family-like-human being that you know, will always be the one to turn to so that you can feel free from troubles, a special healer for your white hair strands, provide you shelter from bad weathers,love you for you are.what are friends to you? someone who makes use of you or someone who needs your help?someone who loves you or finds you interesting? someone who finds you knowledgeable in some ways or pathetically stupid?
i say, stop minding what others think of you.imagine yourself in front of others, are you happy with the way you are? why and what you should you stay the same and change. your opinion towards friends please change. i don't think that you are becoming human,truthfully, i felt you becoming more and more inhuman.
no man walks alone,he is accompanied and happy.
maybe you will feel that i am not understanding you and talking sense, but i gotta ask, which side do you believe in?
the demoralized reality or the goodness of human nature?i will say stand by the side of goodness. as long as you did your best, you will have made an effort in building the relationship to every single friend out there. if you start getting suspicious about your friendship,will you ever get a definite yes that someone is there for you?you will try to find one but get suspicious after some time again.you will never get it and you will feel and be alone.so where's your place on Earth?it will be an isolated island.
maybe thats why you love cities. you don't want to try something thats out of your management. maybe you failed too many times or you don't want to fail. you love to be places that you know you will be safe. safe but not happy.
if i am not talking sense,tell me ar.
from your best daughter on earth~!
love nature,shes your mother~!hahaha....sorry,no link.
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