too much!

seriously i have got too much to blog! lol! just really purely lazy to do so!HEH~!sisters de post i am still gonna postpone it~! coz write this kinda thing must be more emotional and not what i'm feeling now.you know you know???must have the feel ma!

alrightey...lets see what i have here.i have been working like mad again,as usual,and i am still like a family member in lin's family coz i stay here almost everyday. i have got a picture here that shows monkeys~~~hohoho! thats varen and trudy there.they were spreading the good word of bananas...idiots,passed one to everyone that went in.so in the end almost 7 ppl were eating bananas in the service bar,and it did make them look like a whole lot of monkeys.brewerkz good right?? got good food,nice beer,nice booth seats plus monkeys for you to see.haha....k la i better stop,if not someone go print screen this page and show it to him,den i sure die liao.haha...



went to play badminton with zhu zhu, yuting,sue,bernard,trudy and three other unknown,uninvited kitchen staff.(man..i sound irritating)hehe.
took a 'few' pictures there,i still look freaking ugly but its fine la,i am not that pretty anyway.haha











the love guru~! hahaha! i laughed my ass off in this show,its a must watch for people who loves english jokes,dont worry there are plenty for you to last for the rest of the year. there was this one that really got me laughing madly. the MEANING of bible.======basic instructions before leaving earth! HA! i am not being anti-christ,just find it really funny.and the joke that says what is the name of the capital of thailand,its called bangkok,which is 'bang-cock'hahahaha!and with that he got punched in his pp.hehe!

had pretty much fun but i just lost touch of badminton again,suddenly i just cant find a way to play well,or simply to state,laziness got hold of me.i can't hit well or do anything well at all.it was damn shitty....yuting was really good! zhu zhu said she improved,well i think she is pretty good for her age and gender,as long as she continue to train and if her back injury miraculously heals,then she will play real well in future,what she lacks is good strategy skills and...hmmm...maturity? okay lets move from this topic. we went to eat and oh gosh! i like that XO fish noodle! damn good lo! the soup was really nice with the XO smell but not the taste.sue ate laksa,bernard ate mixed rice,yuting eat chicken chop,zhu zhu eat roasted chicken. we were happily eating till we saw this extremely cute girl called gracia! and wooo!!!she was extremely KE AI lo! and she is only 10 months old! she had=s already grown both sides of her teeth! she keeps laughing and makes her gurl gurl noises.zhu zhu keeps playing with her,well i did too.



now! the main thing i wanted to blog was about this~!


i saw mini s cabrio!!!!!!!! at clarke!!!at that moment i really feel like kidnapping the car.haha! its so pretty!

using I touch to blog!

haha! I am using I touch to blog this post coz zhu zhu using my lappy to play tetris.hmph!
working on Mondays really make you feel like calling for heaven's help!!! I really feel like going home!its so damn boring.....swatting flies and talking to kent all the time...aj keep disturbing me.he damn ass lo,he was at the other side yet he still manage to do all those stupid stunts like vomitting milk in front of me and popping out put of nowhere.the man-whore and she bitch battle lasted all the way from six till we close,he was still damn busy disturbing me.took the other transport today coz going to zhu zhu de hse.that stupid uncle don't want to send me there,that's really fine you know?but what really made me feel pissed was that he agreed to send me to some place called telecom so that its easy for me to catch a cheap trip.you know what??!!he passed that bloody place and didn't even bother telling me that.maybe he really did forget,then I am sorry but to say that he is sinile or whatever you spell it coz he said ok to me around 15 before he totally passed it.sian!!!!totally no mood....money kerna stolen again...my mum bought a new vaio lappy for bro.ya I do feel Sian abt it but what to do?I can't do anything abt it and I don't wanna do anything abt it too....I am tired of telling my mum to use her brain. She never did....spend 3000 on a stupid course for my bro to get an unconfirmed deferment and buy a bloody expensive lappy for him.DUH!!!talk to my hand la.the more I talk about it,the more stupid it gets,so I will be good and get some beauty sleep instead....nites!!and boy,I spend 15 mins typing this short post!!!LOL!

living my days spoilt

ha! you saw it! i have been living my past few days with zhu xian.his house is as good as my home.we watched tv,eat and slept together for the past four days.so when i am back home,i do feel weird.....its strange to be in my room alone.it gets kinds boring which is such a miracle(i can stay in my room whole day and still feel entertained).

i am really spoilt to the core at his house.i get to watch my wanna watch movies,and be rocked to sleep.ya,you heard me,he hugs me and 'sways' me till i really do feel like sleeping even if i don't feel tired.plus i get to eat my tibits on the bed!yeah!he feeds me with it.now i do sound like a handicap don't i?-.-
we would go for walks and go for food sprees.how can i not get fat with him around????!! we did funny stuffs together.HAHA! i will show the pictures when i get my hands on it.we took facial masks together,and its the ones that are cream based and greenish in colour.DAMN UGLY!! and i even managed to take photos of us! HA! tml then i post,i will go take from him later!

i am not the only one who is spoilt,he is too!but i wont say.lol!(fishing!)

got a runaway table yesterday...damn pissed with myself....it was the beijing olympics opening that really got me distracted at first after which it was someone's stupidity that really got me affected and fed up.....but in the end i am the only one at fault,i should have just stop them from leaving the place and gotten their card or something.i had my gains,it was not really that bad,i had 20 plus tips and hey i win a little bit of money at my first tryout in toto! lol!
gotta go prepare for work le,see ya!=)

pictures~!

there is actually alot more than this but i have not gotten my hands on them...hurhurhur! soon ok,when jeremey is done copying them.ha!

HA!~ i like this

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i know you gonna scold me le,i go sleep now okay? i guai guai,next time then i elaborate~ LOL!

so far so good

have settled most of the stuff.school fellas still don't know about it,but i think they will soon,since i had already post it in my blog.school matters later then settle ba,hack care la! i wont see them soon le what,unless i so suai end up same class with them lo.choy choy touch wood.
for my workplace,well some people are abit off la,but seriously i don't wanna care anymore le.most of my close friends are happy with it and i am happy about it,so thats it,no need to care so much about their feelings,since they don't care about how i feel.as what he always say. i only need to care about him and myself,we don't owe anyone any explanations.
needa save lots of money le,going to buy laptop and maybe going to alor star with sue again! eat good food! drive the car(if only i can convince her,i wont drive it into the drain)! visit my future home!(ahaha!its in penang) i shouldn't get so excited,still not sure if i should go or not.don't know this time that pig pig will go with me or not.he got no passport...hmph!

drama

lots of things happen in a flash recently....feel really tired of handling such things.......i just really wished and hoped that everyone will be more understanding and please listen to what i have to say.because whatever i say,i am serious about it and i definitely know how to think.please do not put words into my mouth.if i caused any misunderstandings between us,i am really sorry,i never meant to hurt anyone.

and to you who thinks that i am only with him because he treats me well or whatever you are thinking.i am not
i know very clearly what my feelings are.i know what i have said before,i did not want a boyfriend currently in my life,because my life is chaotic and i definitely do not wanna drag anyone down.
i can only say feelings are uncontrollable. i fell in love with him,and i don't think he will ever leave me in the lurch.i know that he will always be there for me,and i need him to be.
i missed his craps,i liked his 'singular' laughs even though its there to irritate me,i like it when he laughs terribly,i like it when he snuggles up to me,i like it when he says zhu xiao qian,i like listening to his stories,i like it when he sings to me in SMS,i like it when he try to drop little hints here and there(yea,i know,i just keep quiet nia),i like it when he kisses my forehead,i like it when he tells me stupid jokes,i like it when he gives me stupid faces when he starts fishing me,i smile at his msgs,and laughs at his uniqueness,i simply love to be with him.and when he is not around i feel empty.we may not like the same things,and we might be really different in everything,but there is one simple thing we definitely share,its a huge love bond between us,and that is the main important thing we ever have to share.

you can tell me this is some extraordinary friend thing i feel for him but i just think its not that way.i don't really care about the inferiority thing,i only care about what my and his heart feels.that's all it really matters.

i may have hurt some people because of that,but if you don't understand some things,no matter whatever i do,you will still stay at the same place. if i keep considering about your well-being,who is gonna consider his and mine?no matter what,you still have to face this one day,its the same.i will never hurt him to save you from this misery.

company chalet!

alright its on last sunday and monday but i am writing about it now.i know i am slow but i am really lazy you know?whats worse,i don't have most of the pictures.most of the pictures and videos are with Veran(my branch manager).and i really wonder how am i supposed to get from him.
okay i was supposed to meet daniel,edith and kent at pasir ris by 12 but i woke up at 12 so haha...no lim kopi session.i was supposed to give kent morning call,but since i din wake up,he also didn't lo.in the end i manage to drag trudy out "early" and reached pasir ris at around 3 plus in the afternoon. there i met up with hui yun,alvin,choon yew,kent,daniel,edith and AJ.i thought we were really late and we were still taking our own sweet time in mac,but you know what?mandy that bunch of people are still at brewerkz.kao!
we arrived at the chalet almost the same time as them.Veran was wearing only this greenish bot shorts,showing his man-ness to everyone.LOL.some of them have not seen his new tanned look,so they were pretty shocked to see him all brownish red.and ya he looked less guniang like that.kent commented about his new look and even asked him to dress like that all the time in brew,then we will call him a real man.(we are assholes)
we left our belongings in one of the four rooms available and started crapping about where we should place amanda. well the conclusion is she should sleep in the toilet,coz she is not a human.there was this sign that says no pets allowed,den rayvin started to joke about amanda being banned in this chalet.michelle was a big idiot,she told amanda that the she had to be bikini as that was the dress code.no bikini no entry.that kam gong still ask her what the guys can wear and she said "only trunks!"..lol! arjunan was around and he tag along with it"ya la amanda only bikini and trunks ar!"
well she didn't come in the end.april explained saying she had some other party to attend(what a coincidence).she even told april this "i have got two parties to attend. i dunno is if i should go for my friend bachelor's or bachelorette's party"lol
if only i were there,i will definitely laugh my ass off in front of her.she dont even know what that is lo...unqualified bimbo.
i played with my skates with daniel and edith,while kent cycled and jeremey WALKED.haha...extra fella.after which jeremey took my skates and i took Daniel's and we went out to skate and talked.we updated each other pretty much stuffs which i don't wanna say here.(opps...fishing)

and see this.THE FOOD WAS ABSOLUTELY DELICIOUS.got sausages,steaks,cutlets,squid,shrimp,grilled vegetables,satays,otah,salads,juices,beer,gin,scotch,whisky,rum,vodka.you name it,we have it.we eat and eat,went inside,blast some music and held a personal k box session with no microphone.we were like some crazy choir waving our hands and singing at the top of our lungs.the whole thing was recorded by veran.i am definitely gonna get it from him.its way too interesting and you definitely wanna have a good laugh at it.
soon,the card games,majong and drinking games start.they started playing a game hui yun introduce,after which they play indian poker,the freaking deadly game.and there goes yee ting and daniel.all drunk and transformed into merlions.i got sick of watching them play and went out with choon yew.he cycled while i skated.we talked and crap,share our problems and sat at the pub with kent joining us later.
when we returned more people have already arrived and i accompany terence and kent outside for a while.with the drunk yee ting and people trying to coax her to get her ass into the chalet.soon closing staffs came.2 vans drive in and they sort of reminded me of those fighting scenes.haha! the devils are here.erwin,robin and ridzuan.the drink devils.ha! especially ridzuan! he was holding lots of cups and a few bottles just walked to almost anyone he can see to "offer" his drinks. those who didn't will get his nagging from him.niam niam niam,like ah ma like that.
alan that idiot kerna forced to drink,he happily take and got drunk.terence and brien,they are the artists of the night.they drew alan's face,chest,hands and legs and drew bernard's too.they even went off early and laughed their way home.stupid idiots...the whole place was flooded with the smell of alcohol,and merlions.
veran said all these stuff such as no gambling,no merlions all that bullshit.in the end he was the one who left the bottles of bombay,j&b scotch and blah blah blah there for us.loL!
i left at around six plus in the morning,coz i cant really stand seeing merlions around.erwin was really drunk.lucien did a stupid thing la,although its really not his fault but he mentioned shun yee in front of erwin,like ask how she is.ass man...he didn't know what shun yee did to erwin.erwin after that damn sad de,keep asking me to find whisky for him.he was like repeating words like "are you ok?" when i should be the one asking him that,he was really sad...hai...hope he finds someone who will really treasure him lo...shun yee damn guo fen...hate her doings...hope lao tian ye will be more fair to erwin and let him get something good in return.
yup thats about all...and oh ya! that stupid kent that day damn emo de keep don't wanna tell me stuffs and jeremey was such a great nurse! he kept taking very good care of yee ting.haha! oh i see something coming=P

eh....ar....e....oh....

seriously many things happened over the week,but......i don't know if i should put it up or not.i will just say some stupid stunts i did.
served a local table yesterday and did not really expect them to do tipping and they did with quite an amazing value(i hated serving them)LOL.the birthday girl was wearing those damn low cut blouse that showed 3/4 of her boobies,arjunan keep saying "cantek ar".haha...i just told him she might as well don't wear the blouse.she just kept flashing her boobies which gets pretty irritating since i am not as well off as her(just kidding)and she was really drunk.(ya i know,if you are guy you will be saying "what a waste i wasn't there") i REALLY liked that table coz they bought a cake from nectarie at clarke place and left the box there! i am so happy! i love that box!(so i took it home=D)



ya la i know,garung guni rite?(i don't care!)
today was pure drama.a guy fell down and his head at the bar.HA!an ambulance had to come to fetch him to hospital for a check up.what an expensive 'drink' he had.then there was this Indian girl who threw up everything at the table...ewww....then she even peng at the NARROW corridors to the toilet.to make things worst she vomit at the constraint space left to walk through.fantastic.that sent almost all managers and supervisors over to check out the situation. i went too!(coz i am kaypo),only to be poked by erwin and pushed back to my place(i poked him back!lol)
talk about poking ppl in the waist....i started this trend with Terence.the moment we see each other,we will be wrestling with each other and poking each other all the time.lol.i sort of extended it to almost everyone i see so that i know who is afraid of the itch.to my surprise a lot are...HOHOHO...(sadly,i am too )now,retribution seems to have worked its course,coz everyone aims at me.see me,POKE,see me,smack my ponytail.see me,disturb me.KAO!
talk about the admirers,i am starting to suspect another coming,whats with the 'luck' lo....why recently?i don't think i have changed much in appearance ar,aiya,i don't care,i just live my life the way i want to.
having company chalet tml,i want to play till no tml! swim,skate,cycle,eat and di siao siao!OH HO!just the thought of it perks me up.oh no no no no,i gotta go sleep le,coz i need to wake up early, i wanna enjoy my long awaited "lim kopi" session with my friends,lol.
gotta tuck in le,good nitez~!
end the post with pictures!(sue and me)(me and zhu xian)